Truthfully I don't have much to report. I saw Dr. Swanson today and my cyst is shrinking. It isn't gone, but that's okay...for now. I will see Dr. Swanson again in two weeks and we will decide where to go from here/there. We didn't make any decisions today and really...I was okay with that. I have had a lot of pain with this cyst and have thought a few times that I might call and schedule a surgery to have it removed, but lately I have felt okay and somehow I feel kind of at peace.
I have been praying for help with my jealousy and for some reason I just feel like things are right right now. I haven't really been stressing over fertility or what day of my cycle I'm on or anything really. I actually went to a baby shower (since I had so much guilt for not attending the last one...I thought I'd try it out)...not so bad. It was for a girl I work with and even though I didn't stay and watch her her open every gift or play every silly baby shower game...I still made an appearance and I have to say I was proud of myself.
I have somehow found a little bit of peace and it feels good. I really can't tell you how I got here or when it happened...I just know I am going to stay here as long as I can.
Hopefully I will have more to update soon. Until then...Be well.
Love,
S
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